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i’m going to fucking vomit bye

literally looking at my own face makes me feel sick im such a selfish horrible brat I need to fucking die

I STILL FEEL WEIRD AND I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD!!!!!!! TALK ABOUT THIS !!!!!!!!!!! BUT I CANT BECAUSE (THINGS I ALREADY SAID AND CANT TAKE BACK SO IF I TALK ABOUT THIS AT ALL YOULL THINK IM LYING AND EVEN MORE OF AN ASSHOLE THAN YOU ALREADY THINK I AM) SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE

remember when you used to take literally every negative emotion I had as a personal attack on you and id have to apologize to you for like mentioning that i was feeling something and then like calm you down bc you were freaking out so much??????? remember how fucking awful you were to me??????!??? Bye

You literally only ever make me feel worthless and like the bad guy in every situation i m so glad im already halfway to cutting you out of my life

i HATE that i cant even think about this because of you i hate!!!!! you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop doing this to me stop acting like this around me you always did this it’s been like years now where all you do is mess with me and make me do bad things youve always done this to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you

I DONT FEEL LIKE ANYTHING RIFHT NOW??????????? THIS I S

5 o’clock tomorrow morning

Did i used to be happy occasionally

I wish i was dead i wish I was dead i wish i was dead